Hi all at Club Protege
i have returned from a long time without internet. i am know a happy owner of a 15meg cable connection.
its been a hard time for me. lost my job, Got kicked out 3 month's later cause i could not find a job. lived in my Pro for about a week. a friend that i worked with ( a delivery driver searched for me and found me) he owns a double he lives on one side and nothing was over on the other side. so he told me to move in and live on the other side. and the catch was i had to look for a job and once i did i would pay $200 a month.
i got my domino's job back cause they was hurting for a good insider and now i got allot going for me, possibly even a GF. they hired a girl a few day's ago and i think she is hot and she has a great personality and laughs at me when i joke around. she already has a BF but he is controlling her and treats her bad, she don't like it (and it looks like she is not happy). he was trying to keep her from getting a job cause there might be a chance she might find someone way better then him and dump him. i think i will play my game and see where it goes. this is where it always goes wrong tho every time i tried i would get shot down in a negative way
but the bad thing is i am overly shy around girls such as her cause of what girls did to me in school. like pretend to ask me out cause of a dare or a cruel joke and hardly any of them liked me causer the way i am. i was raised to be a gentle man and not like the other people so i was always teased by girls and shot down. people called me gay cause i am a gentle man and dont behave like they do. there is not a single gay bone in my body.
so from those problems at school i had it made me afraid to tallk to girls, or be around them. once i stay around them long enough i open up, but most of them now are married or have a BF that they love. this one i might have a chance with.
like someone said to me its all about timing.
well all it feels great to be back online and a good shot to get my life on track and around friends.
i have returned from a long time without internet. i am know a happy owner of a 15meg cable connection.
its been a hard time for me. lost my job, Got kicked out 3 month's later cause i could not find a job. lived in my Pro for about a week. a friend that i worked with ( a delivery driver searched for me and found me) he owns a double he lives on one side and nothing was over on the other side. so he told me to move in and live on the other side. and the catch was i had to look for a job and once i did i would pay $200 a month.
i got my domino's job back cause they was hurting for a good insider and now i got allot going for me, possibly even a GF. they hired a girl a few day's ago and i think she is hot and she has a great personality and laughs at me when i joke around. she already has a BF but he is controlling her and treats her bad, she don't like it (and it looks like she is not happy). he was trying to keep her from getting a job cause there might be a chance she might find someone way better then him and dump him. i think i will play my game and see where it goes. this is where it always goes wrong tho every time i tried i would get shot down in a negative way
but the bad thing is i am overly shy around girls such as her cause of what girls did to me in school. like pretend to ask me out cause of a dare or a cruel joke and hardly any of them liked me causer the way i am. i was raised to be a gentle man and not like the other people so i was always teased by girls and shot down. people called me gay cause i am a gentle man and dont behave like they do. there is not a single gay bone in my body.
so from those problems at school i had it made me afraid to tallk to girls, or be around them. once i stay around them long enough i open up, but most of them now are married or have a BF that they love. this one i might have a chance with.
like someone said to me its all about timing.
well all it feels great to be back online and a good shot to get my life on track and around friends.
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